Thursday, September 3, 2009

I Hate Rollercoasters

If you see my rollercoaster operator, please tell him I’m ready to get off of this horrid ride. I’ve always hated the term “emotional rollercoaster ride” but (for lack of a better description) that is exactly how this disconcerting thing called trying to conceive feels. The next step is for Mr. Baby Fever and I to see a fertility specialist. One minute I’m positive and optimistic but the next minute (most minutes) I feel sad, angry, frustrated, tired (I’ll stop there to spare you from my emotional breakdown). I also feel guilty for even complaining because I know a lot of other couples who have been through so much more than we have.

I’m off to wallow in my misery with some wine and sushi, anyone wanna join me?

CD 23

1 comment:

  1. I am so sorry!! Hang in there girl. Something positive and absolutely amazing is going to come of all of this!!!
    And wine and sushi....mmmmm....I knew I liked you! That is what we had for dinner last night. And I am having sushi again for lunch today. Can't get enough of it!!! :)