Monday, October 26, 2009


I don't know why but I have been dreading our appointment with the fertility specialist tomorrow. Maybe because if we go that means we are officially admitting that we are infertal? Maybe because if we go that means we failed at something that most people can easily accomplish? I should be excited to learn about our options right? I should be excited to finally get the show on the road right?

I know, I know...this doesn't mean we've failed, this is just another challenge...blah, blah, blah! I'm trying to be optimistic but I'm torn about this appointment. I've just been feeling so emotional about anything baby related lately and I'm dreading tomorrow.



  1. I hope your appoitment goes well! I'll be thinking about you today.

  2. I think once you get a plan in motion with your doctor you'll feel better. Good luck today!

  3. I was thinking about you today!